Deflated Before Test Day

Things aren’t looking so good. 😦

I took a test yesterday and today and both were negative. I’m 5dp6dt. By this time last year, I had a faint positive test with Josh. But the cramping stopped a few days ago and I just feel completely normal. Feeling can lie, but I don’t feel pregnant.

My mom called earlier and I told her the news. We chatted about what I would do if the test came back negative tomorrow. I cried. There is only one trick left up my sleeve that I know of that might help curb the endometriosis. I don’t know if it will work or fail. If it fails I’ll need surgery again.

In any case, maybe God will work a miracle and maybe my beta will come back tomorrow with a surprise. Or maybe our wonderful family of 3 is what God would like us to be content with for now.

Jesus may you give me peace to get through tonight and tomorrow.

Thank you all for your amazing kind words and prayers. It means a lot to me!



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4 responses to “Deflated Before Test Day

  1. Praying for a miracle sugars but above all else I ask that He give you peace and that you feel the Fathers love for you so strong that it holds you up as you journey forward. Xo

  2. Praying for a peace that passes all understanding. Hugs.

  3. I’m so sorry that you haven’t seen that second line yet. I hope that whatever happens, you will have peace.

  4. Hoping for good news. Big hugs friend!

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