Monthly Archives: December 2012

As We Enter a New Year — Figuring out Changes in this Household

It’s the coming of another new year, and with that comes many changes in my life.

I decided to change up the design of my blog and cover picture. I got a new camera for Christmas (thank you hubby and all my family members!) and have been enjoying taking pictures whenever I get a moment. Taking pictures was a favorite past time of mine until about eight years ago, when my nice Nikon N65 camera got stolen out of the trunk of my car while I was at work. That being said, I am looking forward to beefing up my picture-taking skills once again! Here’s a shot from our backyard…


The past nine weeks have been incredible. This endometriosis diet that I was initially skeptical of has really changed my life for the better. My gut rarely hurts anymore, and I’ve dropped about 7 pounds. I got off my all of my stomach meds.* I feel “good” all the time now, and it is a real treat to be feeling better after being miserable for so many months. Additionally, this diet has forced me to cook — A LOT. Every day I’m in the kitchen trying out new recipes and foods I’ve never cooked with before. I have found that my love of cooking is growing daily, which was a real surprise to me after feeling like I’d been stuck in a cooking rut for so long.

The diet has been a success and is something I believe I can live with long term. What’s not so easy to navigate are the other components that accompany the diet — essentially cutting out all forms of estrogen from sources other than just food. The idea is to cut out as much estrogen as possible because endometriosis is spread by estrogen. This involves xenoestrogens, which are industrially made chemicals that have estrogenics effects on people. They’re found in plastics and canned food, and if I’m to comply with this then this means no storing (or microwaving) food in plastic. Additionally, I’ve read that I should also be cutting out all parabens (found commonly in skin lotions, makeup, face wash and shampoo), because they also mimic estrogen in the body. Now I know that in general, chemicals are bad for our bodies, but it’s hard to know how extreme I need to be to stay ovarian “cyst-free.” If I don’t cut all these xenoestrogens and parabens out, will I need surgery again?

My husband and I have had numerous conversations about this. He is worried about me taking this to the extreme, and I don’t blame him. It comes down to the fact that he is paranoid about me becoming a “health freak” and I am just as paranoid about the idea of having to have another surgery and the possibility of losing my ovaries for good.

It’s funny — in life, we can make an idol out of just about anything. It can be as simple as wanting to be ultra-healthy in everything, or not wanting to give up your comforts. And so my husband and I have to work this out together, keeping in mind the interests of each other. What this means is that I will probably not be buying paraben-free makeup, and he will probably be eating more healthy that he prefers to be. We give and take, as any couple has to do to help their marriage flourish.

And so for this upcoming year, I’m praying for an unbroken gaze on Christ. I’m praying my marriage to be strengthened and for a surgery-free year. And no matter what happens, I will remember how Christ has held me through past trials and past surgeries. I may not know how to navigate through these issues right now, but I do know that I want to live for Christ and not for myself, whether this means having good health or not.

May the Lord bless and keep you as you enter into another year!

* I had to share what “meds” I was on because it is truly amazing to me that I was able to get off of all my meds within a month of being on this diet. Here’s what I was taking:

  • Protonix twice a day (Protonix is a proton-pump inhibitor that decreases the amount of acid released into your stomach over a 24 hour period. My MD told me that this is the same dosage and medication they would have had given to a patient hospitalized in the ICU with a bleeding stomach ulcer),
  • Ranitidine extra strength (Zantac) twice a day
  • Gas-X (simethicone) with every meal or else my gut would immediately blow up.
  • Tums
  • After several months of this, I still managed to get worse and was literally drinking Mylanta out of the bottle to help with the severe heartburn.

As you can tell, I went from being a complete mess to feeling great in less than a month!



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Endometriosis and Diet? Really?

It’s one of those fuzzy-headed, kleenex-totin,’ pain behind-the-eyes kind of day. Actually, for the past 3 days I’ve been under the weather with a bad cold. So hopefully this little piece of writing will make some (any?) sense. I worry about being able to string together coherent thoughts in writing when I can barely complete simple tasks during times like this.

These past 3 days I’ve had a bit of time to reflect on the past 8 months and my health.  It hasn’t been the easiest of times– actually there were many extremely tough days for me. Those who have read more of this blog know that I have had severe endometriosis for over 2 years. Well, I was diagnosed two years ago, but I suspect I’ve probably had it much longer than that. I remember nights at work when I could barely walk, the pain was so bad. And pain, no matter what kind, is never a good thing when it’s chronic. I’ve found you learn a bit about yourself when under the pressures of constant pain. Most of my findings were not pleasant ones.

Fast forward to 8 months ago. I’m on birth control then (my doctor told me I had to be on some sort of hormones to keep the endometriosis from growing back after my last surgery) and dealing with major gut issues — bloating, pain, pain and more pain.  Plus GERD. A lot of symptoms I’d never had before. In fact, my diagnosis for myself was simply that my “gut just didn’t work anymore.” My doctor told me I had IBS and pretty much wrote me a prescription for more stomach medicine. I took the medicine for a time but it wasn’t helping. So my doctor then told me to take it twice a day. This cut out the severe heartburn but all of the other symptoms persisted. After several months of dealing with this, I was so incredibly frustrated and tired of perpetually feeling “stuck” in this cycle of pain. Eating at all was miserable and a lot of nights I had to go to bed early because my belly hurt too bad. In fact, I can remember one day I was at work, and I had to change into larger scrubs because the scrubs I was wearing that day was hurting my belly too much to even sit down. Yes, even my scrubs were feeling too tight! I couldn’t believe it.

A few months later, while I was in Papua New Guinea, I came down with the stomach flu. My gut was seriously messed up after that, and after I got home all my symptoms were much worse. My doctor ordered some tests for parasites, which all came back negative. I had also been tested for H. Pylori and celiac allergy– also negative. In the midst of this, I came across something called the “Endometriosis Diet.” I couldn’t believe it — an actual diet to control endometriosis? How could this be possible, when surgery and strong hormone treatments couldn’t even control it? Heck, having a hysterectomy wasn’t necessarily a guarantee of treatment, either.  But the more I read, the more success stories I read of people who have been able to manage their endometriosis by their diet alone. Since I was pretty desperate to get off of birth control (not wanting to be on it for another 20+ years, or until I reached menopause), my hubby and I talked about it and decided to give it a go.

Now let me tell you — I’ve always been a woman of moderation when it comes to food. I’ve never dieted or been one to try newfangled food ideas. I’m pretty boring when it comes to food, to be precise. I’m also thrifty. I like to buy whatever’s cheapest, unless we’re talking about meat or coffee! So I found it pretty ironic when I learned that the endometriosis diet eliminates all foods that add hormones or inflammatory fatty acids to your body. This means no red meat, gluten, dairy, eggs, sugar, caffeine or any other refined foods (and no soy, because soy contains a form of estrogen). This diet didn’t leave much to eat, and forget about ever eating out again! It was pretty overwhelming at first.

I’ve been on the diet for exactly a month today and I’ve started a recipe index with over 40 recipes that I can eat. I’ve been learning to cook with foods I’ve never even heard of before, and I’ve learned to embrace foods that certainly were not my first or even second choice (like fish!).

On the plus side, I am just thrilled to be off birth control! I made it twelve long months on it, and for me, that’s pretty good. So we’ll see how this diet pans out. I feel it’s pretty risky — if it doesn’t work you’ll know because I’ll be blogging about having to have ‘another surgery.’ So we’re praying it helps keep me off birth control AND out of the OR. In the meantime, I’ll be cooking up a storm — because otherwise eating around here will cease to continue. Cooking– and often– is a must to remain on this diet.

If you happen to have any gluten free/dairy recipes you happen to love, please send them my way!

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